Is Silicon Valley littered with Theranos'?

I just finished reading Bad Blood, the mindblowing story of the Theranos' downfall, and I couldn’t help but think this was a hyperbolic version of how many startups get going. It’s pretty common in the Valley to sell an idea before a tangible product, sometimes with minimal transparency into how far behind the physical product actually is compared to what they’re conveying to the public. 

The glaring difference with Theranos is that it was really more of a healthcare company than a technology company, despite Elizabeth Holmes’ desperate dreams to emulate Steve Jobs. In a healthcare company, you have a lot less leeway with fooling the public of your capabilities—doing so could cause physical harm. This is why regulatory agencies like CMS and the FDA exist. Because of this, in Theranos’ case, they were caught and are now paying the price. But it begs the question, how many startups got going by fooling customers and investors but never had any repercussions because doing so didn’t hurt people? And if they did this, should repercussions be retroactively enforced or is it simply water under the bridge as long as they delivered on their promises eventually?

One argument is that founders have to sell big at first in order to get the money needed to go big. Early-stage VCs like founders that think big. The visionaries often get the most hype and usually the most money. I’d argue that the bigger you go, the less due diligence occurs. Like Jobs’ Reality Distortion Field, it’s easy to get caught up in the grandeur of a scrappy entrepreneur fixated on changing the world. A founder pitching a new social network for pet owners might need to show some more user data and market research to prove the value whereas a pitch for extending human life and health span by 50 years with a vaccine is a whole new space, concept, and technology—the only true way to get data and prove the idea is to throw money at it and give it a strongly executed shot. In these cases, the due diligence done is towards the founder. What have they already done? How obsessed and tunnel-vision-focused are they on this? Or, in this was especially true at Theranos, who has already invested/joined the board? If the founder comes off as an Elon who would stop at nothing to get all gas-fueled vehicles off the road, or a Bezos who believed all commerce would become e-commerce and couldn’t be convinced otherwise, then the money is more likely to flow.

Many people go 10% bigger (pet owner social network), few people go 1000% bigger (longevity vaccine). Less competition + obsessive vision + solid execution + badass team + money = the next SpaceX. 

Tattoos, explained

A while ago, I posted Sprinkles of Lion, proposing the practice of sprinkling your days with motivating tidbits in high-touch places so you’re repeatedly reminded to live like a badass, e.g. making your passwords and phone backgrounds something that drives you. Well, I took that a few steps further by getting one permanently imprinted on my body. 

I got my fourth tattoo last week and most of the benefit I know I’ll get from it is far more than just the sick lion design I wanted and will now have for the rest of my life on my forearm. It was the experience and story that came from spontaneously traveling across the world solo. The timeline was as follows: get off of Mo Ganji’s waitlist October 3, book flights and Airbnb October 4, arrive in Berlin October 9, get tattoo October 10, fly back to SF Oct 12. Should also add the fail of going to the wrong Berlin airport an hour away from the right one and having to figure out public transport across the massive city, just barely making my flight. The nervous, excited, empowered, independent aura I experienced in that week is now linked to the tattoo I can see every day.

The Sprinkles of Lion concept has been my approach to all my tattoos. My “Memento Mori” tattoo has a similar premise, as does my wrist triangle and finger sun. And all are on my arms below the elbows, within my line of sight. A person’s meaning behind their tattoos is a personal thing, but it’s a fair question to ask considering we elect to get them on our bodies where everyone can see. I get this question often, so thought I’d explore my answers here.

Memento Mori means Remember your Death. I love telling people that and watching their faces morph from quiet interest to questioning discomfort. But to me, it’s not morbid or depressing at all. Quite the opposite actually, it’s liberating. I call it my own refreshing version of “Carpe Diem”. Having the saying permanently in my immediate line of sight provides two things for me on a daily basis—urgency and ease. 1. Urgency. It ignites an urgency to get things done and reach my goals quickly. When others are writing out their 5-year plans, I’m asking myself "why can’t this be done in 6 months?” And then I get to work. 2. Ease. It helps me chill the hell out. We’re all human and mortal, we all die. Our lives are inconsequential blips on the universe’s radar (watch Cosmos and have your mind blown). We’re here then we’re not, that’s it. That reality is like a breath of fresh air that opens the door to not caring what people think and living every day the way I want—optimizing for fulfillment, love, adventure, experience, and enjoyment. I originally discovered the saying from Steve Jobs, he used to say that if he ever woke up and realized he was about to do something he didn’t want to do, he’d change what he was doing. I thought about that when quitting corporate for self-employment and got the tattoo so I’d continue to think about it daily and to ensure I always feel that way about what I do. 

My triangle tattoo, my first one, means fire in alchemy. Fire means a number of things to me, I’ll name a few. First, it’s the element that’s most impacted our evolution, we’ve evolved to rely on fire because of how beneficial it proved for our survival once discovered. First and foremost, it allowed us to cook our food. According to Harari’s book, Sapiens, this shifted us down a new evolutionary path because less energy was needed for hunting, foraging, and digesting raw food. More energy could now go to our brains, our bodies' primary consumer of energy today. As a result, thinking and language and social dynamics started to develop. This dependence on fire is most obvious when observing the newborn, the only state that has completely fresh, unbiased eyes on the world. Newborns will try to touch fire, they aren’t afraid of it. Rather, they like it. I find that fascinating, although most everything associated with evolution fascinates me and I consider it my primary guiding principle. Second, I was told when I was young by someone I deeply admired that I had a fire in me, and to always keep that. That stuck with me, and I got the tattoo as a daily reminder to never lose it.

My sun tattoo was a spontaneous decision when in the Canary Islands. This one was more superficial/lighthearted than the others, it simply reminds me of the beauty of those islands and that the sun serves as a therapy to me. If I’m feeling off, finding sun and basking in it even briefly can immediately reset me. 

Choosing tattoos based on what ideas/paradigms/memories I want to be reminded of every day has proven a good method for me. I don’t regret any, and I’d argue they’ve all had a beneficial impact on my day-to-day.